just had a big argument with dad.....at first, i ask mummy about the sponsorship as i had doubts about it.....den dad toked with me as if i was gonna quit sch and keep scolding me for about 10-15 or even 20 mins......say what i need to depend on others, that i would end up like a cousin of mine who kept studying but gave up halfway for alot of courses.....then keep using words that hurt me.....it need not be vulgarities but the impact of it made me feel like crying lor....

i ren.....all e way until i reach the room,off all the lights....i still ren....until i really damn buay tahan den onli (i swear i counted) leaked 3 tears......then i heard knocking on my room door.....dad asked if i sleep alrdy den i juz,"mmph...." den after awhile, he ask me to open the door.....so i opened and he said,"u see?! i knew u were crying!" den he sat on the chair like those type of president.....den he started to ask,"who are those friends u mix around with?!"

den it's like so fucked up la! i couldnt believe how he jumped to the conclusion that my friends influence me....so i got infuriated and just explained,"they did NOT influence me! i just had doubts about the sponsorship thats y i went to ask mummy and she alrdy cleared my doubts but YOU thought that i was going to quit school but i NEVER even mentioned anything!"den he said,"den y u never tell me? u shld hav just explained!"

yea right, as if i can explain when i feel like my heart was getting arrowed down.....

so i think he kinda realized it then he say sorry......hugs me and all.....cried a bit more this time....but cos since he always tell me,"dun cry! cry for wad?!! when i ask u to stop crying, u better stop crying!" that was what he always told me when i was young..... so this time, although i cry, i dare to look him in the eye and explain. i was not going to let my pride get stepped on. like he said, i should speak up for myself and dare to look at other people. thats y even if i feel like crying, i will ren de!!!!

but very funny, after all that, he told me that i can cry as much as i want.Ironic, right? HA-HA. as if i can with him around.

i guess having him as my dad is good.....cos he teach me alot of things....just that it goes the hard way.......thats the bad part......i guess i should also submit the sponsorship form ASAP ba...i oso dun hav 2 fake sleep early to cry.... can study.....and those grp members of mine are really inefficient lor.....forget it. i'll get the project done myself. i dun need to rely on them anyway.

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