I ♥ Music

Wednesday, January 30, 2008,10:43 PM

sorry to sofia and suhui that i can't make it tml.....i have me exams....am really sorry!!! don't mean to skip out so many times.....after exams im free though! btw, i sent e two of u letters already!! XD

next, sorry to e people who wanted to go swimming or badminton too....must study....I've been only passing the borderline mark so for this sems exam, i must try to score to pull up my GPA!

yupz. so from now on till my exams, i won't blog until i'm free/am stressed. every hour matters la! 1 hr=1 hour of lecture notes studying so i must zhua jin shi jian! going to have my 8hrs of slp so bbyez!! 24-8 = 16. 16- 9 (studying)= 7. 7-3(getting ready for sch/bathing/eating) = 4 4-2(hours of transport) = 2. 2hours of regular intervals for studying....so left with 0 hours to play.....-_-"

Sunday, January 27, 2008,12:01 AM

2dae woke up to have lunch with dad then came home and watched the tv til about 3.30 then vacuum the floor and pack the bag to go for my dog's training.... my dog did quite well except that he couldn't concentrate due to looking at other dogs....then bought dinner on e way home and watched more tv again b4 bathing....and now, im on e come watching anime....i need to sleep....nite!

to the person that i currently detest: i wonder if u remember the story of the little boy who shouted,"wolf! wolf!" to get people's attention....well,same theory applies here....u lie to me in the face for obvious reasons many times already....so i have stopped believing you.....the only reason i kept believing was bcos i thought u would change....gave u chances but u didn't so i'm going to.

for one, i can't bear to even look at you in the face cos i don't want to see those eyes that scream,"im lying!" two, i don't want to waste my breath and time on someone i feel has completely changed and three, i don't need to care for someone who leaves all the responsibility to others.

everybody has their own shit to take care of but they still have time to take care of it so don't give me the im-working as an excuse. im schooling till night and i help too. hope you change b4 u start getting on e nerves of the ppl above.

Friday, January 25, 2008,11:35 PM

2dae i skipped e 1st 2 lessons all thanks to my dog! i was about to leave home when he started to whimper and he only whimpers cos he has to shit. so i called my fren and asked her to cover for me while i brought thw dog to poo....but the dog didn't even poo!!! man...he wasted two hours of my lecture!!!

but im really happy cos i finally passed my health assessment!!!!! XD im so happy lahs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i couldn't believe that i passed until i came home....im still so happy mans~~~my mei did very well for her Os so next sat im going to help her celebrate!!! ni shi wo de jiao ow!!!!! she even got to go up onstage!!! lihai!

well, tht's good cos i was worried about her.....she kept on worrying and was in alot of stress...but all her hardwork paid off!!!! so she can relax lo!!!! XD must enjoy the upcoming holidays!!!!!

then i actually forgot to bring money to sch.....i really didn't have a single cent on me.....so i had to starve....and after i went swimming with a classmate, i was totally dehydrated n my stomach was growling.....came home immediately put e clothes to wash b4 eating a fruit(it was all i could find).....then my dad came back and i had to vacuum the floor...

he really is bully!!! making starving ppl do manual labor!!! finally went for dinner.....was too happy, started to gobble my food and nearly choked....but overall, today is a happy, fun yet tiresome day! 3 more words i must vent out: you DUMB dog!!!!!XD

Wednesday, January 23, 2008,10:00 PM

hahas~today came across a blog....reminded me of my past days in sec sch.....it was like seeing the me at that time....i guess guys are also left out sometimes!! well, hope the advice i have "given" will be taken!!!

today v funny....went to sch on bus then pass by a busstop in which i saw a actor in homeclothes... recognised the way he walked as i peered at his back and when he turned, it was really him!!! but i dunno wad's his name la....only see him in s'pore channel 8 drama...

then went to class can go wrong block....-_-" my fren still rub it in saying," oi! u gonna b yr 2 and u still dunno where is where!! if yr 1 is lost and ask u for directions, i think u will lead her wrongly!!!!" i felt horribly depression at the thought of it.

then took e life back home....got another person inside the lift....when the door opened, i automatically stepped out....only to see "lvl6" sign....hurried back into the lift and took it up to my floor......-_-" best part is, i felt that person smirking behind me.....T_T

today is e 1st time playing badminton after my knee has healed! cos previously i accidentally twisted my knee abit making me ver very VERY depressed abt not being able to play....haix....usually i'd play for about 2 hrs before feeling tired....for today, i only played for almost an hr and i was exhausted.....this is a bad sign....VERY bad sign. I'M AGING!!!!!!!!!!!!!

miss su hui and sofia mans.......so long nvr see them le....well, good luck in getting their results tmr!!!!!!!!!!XD

Monday, January 21, 2008,9:19 PM

2dae was v v fun!!! went to Soler's mini-concert in sch at 12.....hahas~at first v paiseh cos like nobody go in then my fren said,"aiya...we better not go in so early if not only v few ppl...... if kena asked why we go, we can only say got free ticket....like v paiseh lehs...."so my fren and i went in 10 mins late....

hahas~but to our surprise there was quite alot of ppl....den more and more started coming in and e whole theater was filled by the time it was 12.30....which was also e time they went on stage.....b4 they came onstage, we were showed their mvs which was v good!!!

then after e concert they got sell their album only sold at their events so i bought it ....really....their songs are really good! the music v nice and the 2 of them were in perfect synch!!!! plus, i like it best when singers compose their songs and meaningful lyrics!!!!hahas~i look forward to their next album!!! my fren said they looked really good but i thought they were poly students until they appeared onstage.....no offence though!!

then finished my project in sch with e big help of hafiza who practically finished 90% of it!!i just add some info and edited the wordy slides.....hope it's ok!! doing my homework assignment now....hopefully, i'll be able to answer my tutorial's tcher qns!!! i must b prepared to fight!!!! my homework and knowledge shall b my weapon and armor!!!!! wahahahahahas!!!!!!!!!!!! k....shall end here!! ciaos!

Friday, January 18, 2008,11:18 AM

thanks to e ppl who supported me today....GREATLY appreciated!! thanks! im okay le!! but im going to do better and show off to tht tcher!!!! wahahahahahahahahas!!!! in life, there are unlimited amount of choices. but ultimately, it is up to the individual to limit them and select them. this is just my opinion lahhs......

sometimes we are so cooped up in out pace of lives that we forget about others.....so if u happen to be neglected sometimes by a loved one, don't brood too much cos that person may have just done it unintentionally!! XD of course, there ARE those who are completely selfish and so self-absorbed that they don't want to think of others. so don't go on e too naive side either! XD

well, im going to intro a meaningful song that i really like but can't find it....so if any of u has it, tell me yahs!!! this song is Funky Monkey Baby - もう君がいない (mou kimi ga inai)

the lyrics when translated: Why don’t just forget about it, if it’s so suffering
When i close my eyes, tears come out
Until today your smile and your fragrance
I still love it so much.

In the evening at the station platform, both of us sitting on the bench at the corner.
The train that you supposed to take, how many trains had just gone past us
My face looked down and was quiet, because I noticed that you were in tears
I’m afraid to say goodbye, and your right hand isn't leaving
Finally the last train bell rang, suddenly you stood up
forcing a smile and said to me “Thanks for all of this”
Your raised head, the small back shadow of yours was getting further from me
my left hand is like losing its home, and shivers in cold.

Why don’t just forget about it, if it’s so suffering
When i close my eyes, tears come out
Until today your smile and your fragrance
i still love it so much.

When is our heart starts losing each other, the happy moment we had in the past is like fake
Every day I spent is like a dream , and the timing that slipped in between
Can’t go back to that moment anymore, even the scenery that met often
woo~ things became a little different, my thoughts are full of you, my tears are going to come out.
No matter if it is in the car or on the street, or the house that we lived together
and the seasons that we spent together, leaving me alone from now on
that precious feeling and memory, keeps on stirring in my head
you were always by my side, but you are not there anymore

Although you are not there anymore, I’m still can’t forget
When i close my eyes, tears come out
Until now, everything of you, I still can feel it in my body
There is no one who loves me more than you.

Hey, at this moment, which piece of sky are you walking below
meeting what kind of people, and living what kind of life
Actually, I should wish you, wish you to live with happiness
But please forgive me, I’m not that strong enough to do that

Why don’t just forget about it, if it’s so suffering
When i close my eyes, tears come out
Until today your smile and your fragrance
I still love it so much.

Although you are not there anymore, I’m still can’t forget
When i close my eyes, tears come out
Until now the everything of you, I still can feel it in my body
There is no one who loves me more than you.

the mv itself is touching too!! and the girl who acted in Death Note 2 - Toda Erika, is e female lead in it!! she is super cute!!!

today i was web-surfing and found something and a few events that happened....after that, i finally knew what was going on.....that im just an outsider that shouldn't intrude. me starting the conversations we had must have been bothersome.....well, on e bright side, i can put an end to this rocky road im taking and go back to the path i belong....don't worry....from now on, i won't even think of trying to charge in.

hahas~but now my life is good!!! XD well....ciaos!!