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Thursday, February 28, 2008,8:19 PM

tdy i went to e clinic as usual...it was all okay till the afternoon part....i was ignored by the SSN!!!!!!! she was like,"sorry to leave u by urself ar....but im busy...." -_-" i didnt dare to sit down too....so i was just walking and standing around the room and taking all the pamphlets to read.....2 whole hrs.....

when i was about to leave, there was a pt tht needed my help so i stayed back as i watched my friends wave byebye....so sad.... then last minute oso got a emergency case so i couldnt ask anyone for help either.... so waited here and there and left about 20-30 mins later....-_-"

then went home....wanted to go swimming but then came the thunder....my mom said tht it was most likely to rain so i didnt go out.....but it didn't rain......wad is THIS!!!

well....nth much...ate dinner, bathed, now waiting 4 hair 2 dry b4 slping...oh ya...and im chattting online too!hahas~this morning damn funny.....went to the polyclinic and i didn;t even recognise a SEN....the thing was, i was with this SEN for 5 whole hours ytd and today i was like," hmm...another SEN..." then it was till i saw her nametag tht i realised....

Monday, February 25, 2008,10:54 PM

today is e 1st day of e 1wk attachment at the polyclinic....was orientated by 1 of the SSN for about 1-2 hrs.....then went to the room for women's health...the nurse in chage was a very nice person....explaining me what is done there and gave me alot of details....lucky got to sit if not i wuld've fainted due to not taking brkfast.....

then had lunch with people from different tutorial groups.....they are nice people....then went to the dressing room...the nurse in charge there was ok....just gave me a file or two to read and i was like....sitting on the chair reading....wanting to fall asleep..

to prevent me from sleeping(it's e 1st day man....i dun wanna get marked down for nodding off!), i stood to read.....but it was a futile attempt cos my legs hurt quite fast and i had to sit down but the moment i sit down, i wanted to fall asleep....-_-""""""""""""" so i had to stand up n sit down continuously.....

when it was 4, i was like," FINALLY! the moment of rest has come!!!HOME SWEET HOME! here i come!" but i forgot to bring my keys....so i slept outside the house waiting for my dad to come home...

tml should i ride my bicycle there?? dunno lah....i am super tired right now even after a 3 hrs nap in the late noon....i need, demand, want SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!!!!!!
oh well, good nite.

Sunday, February 24, 2008,2:15 PM

it's sad tht my attacment starts tomorrow but the only good thing is tht it's at a polyclinic!!! XD hmm....i hope everything will b ok.....

today woke up so early.........after gg to church with family, came back to read manga......ytd i read ai yazawa's manga called kagen no tsuki....Her works are brilliant!!! it seems tht she was from a fashion design school which as why her characters were so fashionable....plus, her stories are 1 of a kind, original and out of the world!!!!!!!!!! so far, i've read most of her works except for princess ai which i can't seem to find on the net....hopefully, it'll be out in the future!!

abt e manga i read ytd, i watched the movie (not knowing it was adapted from a manga) just cos it has Hyde in it....which was why i couldn't understand the plot...but after starting and finishing the manga, i finally grasped it! the manga is even better than the movie itself cos it contains parts not in the movie....such as their thoughts and feelings!!

nice nice nice!!!!!!!!!!!!! k....i shld really get some sleep...too much manga = less sleep = no energy = brain dead. ciao.

Friday, February 22, 2008,2:16 AM

today my exams ended!!!!!!!!!!! finally!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then came home and ate lunchthat i stole from my mom and sis....hehheh....then read manga till about 4 sumting b4 my sis and i went to k-ster to celebrate....5 full hrs of singing!! had alotta fun mans!!!!!!!! only da 2 of us!!!then came home to read manga yet again....so shall be gg off to sleep now...nite...

WARNING!!the below message is full of despair and sadness. read at your own risk.

im tired of talking to you...all of u....i dun wanna be the middleman.... from her comes hatred, from the 2 of u comes concern displayed in a wrong way....wth. i dun wanna take sides, neither do i want to lose any1....

stressed out by some personal issues.....haiix. yet i feel numb to it....i can't not care bcos i do. i know im contradicting myself and that's what makes it all the more complicated....is it a sin to not convey the right words? can't people make mistakes? can't u ppl just forgive? we are all together!for goodness sake, can u all stop pretending to be good on the outside only?

i really don't know what to do la.......what the hell is it that u want me to do?! is it just so difficult to understand and care for 1 another? im really at a loss..i feel that the distance between all of us are growing.....whenever i try to step towards u, u step back...

i really don't know anymore.......

Tuesday, February 19, 2008,8:05 PM

1 more exam left on this thursday........then it's attachment AGAIN! but this time, instead of 3weeks at the hospital, it'll only be 2.......not bcos i only hav 2 wks of attachment, it's bcos the 3rd week of attachment will be at a polyclinic.........

kind of excited....altho it's 1wk at e polyclinic only, hopefully i can learn alot of things!! XD

i'm DEFINITELY going to watch Death Note!!!!!!!!!! it's amazing that i've kept watching the movies 1 n 2......cos usually, i never like to watch movie sequels excluding Shrek of course.....

now, i've started to become the Scrooge....I MUST SAVE!!!! cos i wana go to japan and achieve my dream asap!!! i dun even dare to buy lunch.....must save as much as possible....each dollar i save is a dollar closer to my dream! XDXDXD kkz, shall stop here! wish me all e nbest for the last exam on thursday!!

Saturday, February 16, 2008,3:09 PM

i had very weird dreams these few days....1st night: i dreamt i just had a bf but is short. 2nd night: i dreamt i rebonded my hair and trimmed it like a china doll fringe. -_-" and i wore a really really big blazer......

and just last night, i dreamt tht i ran away from home as someone was chasing me and i went to my gan mei's hse to hide....the person chased me there but dunno which floor or door number.... so that person just went knocking on every1's hse asking for me....then i took my shoes inside e hse to hide all traces....but dunno y, still hav time to chitchat with my gan mei and her brother....then suddenly, the person came knocking....so i hid in her room until the person left......

2nd dream i had: i was a photographer and was taking pictures of the sky then i saw a really nice part of the sky....wanted to take a pic of it but i was trespassing - i was in e backstage of zouk...(p.s. i've never been there b4...so dunno if it really looks like tht....i just know that it's zouk cos it had a big sign "ZOUK"..) and i had to run away yet again but they caught me and after i explained, they were actually kind enough to let me take the picture before shooing me off...

then, i woke up at my dad's call. now, back to studying....today, i must study 12 lectures!!!jy bah!!

Tuesday, February 12, 2008,4:51 PM

ytd had a nice time wit sofia and suhui....managed to catch up abit on wad's happening in our current lives.....played abit of blackjack....i know how the game is played but i dunno the money system involved even tho suhui explained it to me a couple of times....

haii...i tink i might have androphobia mans!!! well, tht excludes my dad n bro..... i just avoid the others....strictly no contact! tht time my godsis let me see her bf and i was like,"why is HE here?! i thought it's a sista-sista outing!" of course...i didn't say the thought out...but i dun mind talking about her relationship probs tho....

anywayz...three more days to e 1st exam.....luckily, for this sems exam, 2 of e modules will be MCQ and the other 2 will have both MCQ and SAQ......well, back to studying!! bbye!

Thursday, February 7, 2008,12:49 AM

it's kind of sad!! youngsters nowSadays~~~ai yai yai!! i have exams coming up yet most of my time was spent today doing housework....what did my lovely sister of mine do? well, she stayed at home using the com b4 going out to play bball while my bro and i prepared the steamboat.....

i kept reminding her to vacuum the house and bring the dog for a walk...but after dinner she invited friends over and is now entertaining them....i reminded her yet again to vacuum the house and bring the dog for his walk.....and her reply? "keep on nagging.....wa kao...." haix.....i won't ask her to do anymore house work la.....y is it that she must be so negative minded and take everything so offensively?

haix....youngsters nowadays.....worse attitude than me even though she's older....i won't even dare hope u b more mature in ur thinking but could you please be a little bit responsible and fulfill your promises u give? cos it affects my schedule of time.....hmm....while she spends the night with her friends, im going to study the night away....cos i spent my afternoon hrs doing hse work+ preparing for e steamboat...

lucky still got my dog and my dream....if not i'll probably be in IMH for wanting to kill myself....that sentence is nth but a joke aar!!! dun take it seriously hor!!! if got ppl get offended again, ur mind really too negative.....should see a psychiatrist to treat ur illness.... btw, kor, thanks for clearing the table!!! i tried to clear whatever i could before bringing e dog for a walk.....

looking forward to sun when i can finally meet sofia and suhui agn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD XD XD XD XD although 1 thing i must warn u guys is tht i have gained alot of weight....b prepared for a big big big sky!!! muahahahahahahahahas~~ but still muz b able to recognize me wor!!!!!hehehehe~ cya on sun!!!!!!!! can chat alot and catch up!!! now, back to studying~~~~