heyyss....im back...went for the tp open house yesterday....saw A....he didnt recognize me....have i changed THAT much in 3 years?? i guess....but i was really disappointed....cos i really took him as a good friend to remember since primary school only to find out he doesnt even recognize me.....-_-" was so disappointed that i spaced out the whole day....sorry hy and all for not paying much attention yea....haix....but anywayz, i went to the school of design to check it out and have taken a liking for the course apparel design and merchandising.....i also like hospitality and tourism management.....hehex.....

actually it doesnt matter which course i take cos my goal cannot be found in any of the courses in poly....i wanna be a hairdresser-cum-hairstylist....it takes alot of money and time to be a hair dresser....and it also takes alot of money and time to be a hairstylist......i got time but no money....haix.....my mum dun allow me to learn now....she say that i must at least get my diploma first....haix....well...i'll have to wait.....in the meantime, i can save up money to learn!! ^v^

tok about just now....so damn depressing manx.....haix....gave alot of advice to a guy in depression....cant believe i found someone worse than me lor! hahas~i think hor....even if i dun get a diploma, i can be a counsellor man......-_-" not only him but a few others....im like a part time aunt agony but i guess i can also kill time too....hahas~

2dae.....nothing special happened......i seriously hate pimples....i just got a BIG RED one at the top left of my nose..... wow...im rudolph the red nose rein deer~*sings* -_-"......so ewwwyyy.....dun dare to touch it....keep using the pimple cream....i guess the swelling isnt that bad now....but i still hate pimples!!!! shoo!!!! stay AWAY from me! in my life never have i gotten a pimple as red as this!!!! *cries* too bad i guess.....

gonna sleep soon....suddenly feel tired...k la....gtg le....ciao.


im here to blog! to show that my blog is ALIVE unlike some one!!!! just kidding....anyways....2dae when i went home after work, they were testing the lrt so i had 2 miss 2 lrts!!!! so i was very irritated and wanted to take the bus....the 3rd lrt came and i thought i could board. i was wrong! they said we couldnt board then after about 10 seconds the sbs transit fella suddenly said,"oh!it's goin 2 compassvale! sorry, u people may board!!" i was boiling inside....i wanted to scold the crap out of him but the doors were about to close....haix. wad a GREAT start!

finally finished watching a jap show...hahas~1 of the characters is like me.....it's a comedy in high school....no not those lovey-dovey types....hahas~taught me alot of things....i really agree with the part that says," it's ok if nobody believes me but just the people whom I care for the most." hahas~the ending....hmm....i dont know how to describe it....at first, i felt that the ending is sad, but touching....but now i feel that it's a happy ending too....so i guess, the ending is 3 in 1 nescafe yea?? hahas~bein lame....

yesterday, i went for golf with my parents....cos of some quarrels that i witnessed at work earlier in the morning, i felt very, very VERY irritated and vented it out o the sport. hahas~i seem to play better when venting out my anger!! but after about an hour of playing, i got tired.....so i only played 60 golf balls....perhaps i should go for 90 next time?? my parents want to get me a coach...sis will be free from march onwards so my parents want me and my sis 2 learn together...but i think it'll be hyper expensive.....so i'll probably tell my parents that i have no interest in the game...hahas~

when the word,'work' comes into my mind, i get real fed-up cos those aunties are really getting on my nerves...they either ask for more copies of the newspapers or they come-and-go alot of times.....there's this particular lady who friggin SNATCHED a copy of it....today, i swore to myself that if that lady were get two copies of it, i'll change my name!! but the lady only took one....now...im just waiting for tuesday to come....if she dares to snatch it again, im either going to scream at her or im just going to tackle violence with MORE violence. it's like, i try to tell her nicely,"no...1 person can only have 1 copy" but does she listen?!! nooooo......im proud of myself cos so far i havent used any vulgarities in this post!! ^v^....she's my biggest enemy out of all the greedy aunties!!! woman, if u think u can have it your way all of the time, well, you are downright WRONG. and i'll prove it.

aa.....after saying it out, i feel MUCH better......yay! tml im goin out with hy dey all....but she'll be bringing alison dey all......so maybe i'll skip and go by myself.....hahas~yay!! i have saved some money so that in feb i can finally get new clothes!! wahahahahs~gonna go shopping with all of my friends and sisterz!!!


im in a dilemma right now...a person from S.P.H. came to talk to me...he told me not to let the old man help me distribute the newspapers. but the old man is a good person!! he only helps me to distribute the papers when there's too many people coming from different places and i cant handle it. not only that, the old man also tells me who to avoid giving cos some elderly people want to take more to sell to the karang guni...the old man will also help me to tie up the plastic strings that's used to bundle the newspapers b4 throwing it into the chute.. but the S.P.H. person told me that someone lodged a complain against the old man and kept warning me repeatedly not to let the old man help...haiz...how can i say to the uncle,"uncle, sorry but u cant help anymore." i mean, i would feel hurt if i were the old man!! haiz.......i think i'll just let the old man to continue helping...if i get fired, it's ok cos i dont wanna wake up this early everyday and bcos i want to work in a clothes shop...i just hope they will fire me after im paid!!! ^v^....if not i've been working for nothing these 2 weeks....hahas~

i suspect it's one of those aunties who want to take more newspaper but couldnt (cos 1 copy per person) who lodged the complaint against him lo........haiz....so ji jiao! =( but now i know who to avoid le....i can recognize faces!

sianz.....nuthing to do. k la. den i go see mtv chinese le. ciao.

These are the lyrics of my favourite song. It's meaningful!!!!

I pretended I'm glad you went away
These four walls closin' more every day
And I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm crying inside
And nobody knows it but me

Why didn't I say
The things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a tumblin' down
I can say it so clearly
But you're nowhere around

The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about
The love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me

I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
And I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm tremblin' inside and nobody knows it but me
I lie awake it's a quarter past three
I'm screamin' at night as if I thought
You'd hear me
Yeah my heart is callin' you
And nobody knows it but me

How blue can I get
You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now you know
I'll be lovin' you still

The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about
The love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me

Tomorrow mornin' I'm hitting the dusty road
Gonna find you wherever, ever you might go
I'm gonna unload my heart and hope you come back to me
Said when the nights are lonely...

The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about
The love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me

got up at 9 52am.....omg. so early. i only got 8 hrs of sleep....*whimpers* got up to read some stories online... really, im obsessed with reading cos it takes my mind off everything as once i read a book, i get completely engrossed in it until i cant hear people calling me and when they pull me out of what i call,"my dream world" i get very irritated and my brother just had to make me buy lunch but since he was vaccuming the floor, i guess it was fair....hahas~sounds like a trade eh?

haix...so suay lo......i went downstairs only to find it raining...at first, i was like,"heck care la! at the most go home bathe lo." but the rain got heavier so i decided to go back to get an umbrella but when i went downstairs again, it wasnt raining anymore! wtfish. when i realized it, i literally stomped on the ground. hahas~so anyway, bought lunch and that lady did not even pack the food properly!!! even if i am buying food from a hawker centre, there has to be some standard right?!! sheesh. and they advertise about Gems service thing on television. How ironic.

finished eating lunch and went back to my stories...lately i have been reading so much i neglected my personal project. i must finish reading the books i borrowed!!! jia you!! hahas~my brother told me that he has the movie Confessions Of Pain...cos his friends dl-ed it...whoopie! im gonna watch it later.

now im dl-ing two songs, one jap and the other eng. i dunno if the jap song really hates me or not but it seems that everytime i try to dl it, it always stops halfway...it's like, i've waited for it to dl for more than 1 hr and it suddenly stops. i really hate the dl. not the song. yays....gonna go out with hy and ym and shirley on sat...wahahahahas~i've been rotting at home everyday and only go out for work. hahas~i dont wanna be a couch potato but it's the circumstances that force me to.

the eng is dl-ed. the jap song dl just got cut off again. im playing the eng song...sounds nice but my bro keeps croaking along with it on purpose. i hate u kor. i REALLY do!


i got up at 10 this morning. kind of early for me cos i usually sleep late on weekends. the 1st thing i thought about was my books. i want to read them. but the ext thing i know, i already washed up and was infront of the tv watchin mtv chinese. -_-" mum and dad came home from church and i had to soak the clothes. den my mom realized that she left the fishcake in the car and i had to go get it. now you know where i get my stm genes from. XD

when i when to the car, i tried to unlock it but ended pressing the alarm button. my heart nearly leaped out as i tried to calm myself down and press the same button to undo the alarm. i did it by touch and did not see what button iwas pressing. so after the alarm went down, i tried to press the button to unlock the car but made the same stupid mistake. -_-" finally i unlocked the car and got the plastic bag of fishcake out. my mind was like,"hooray! the heroine saved the day! bloody hell...."

yeaps, so my mum cooked lunch for us to eat. i was practically poking the fishcake with the word,'REVENGE', imprinted in my mind. hehehehe~die fish cake die!!!!! *a genie appears and says,"it's already cooked, if u remember."*

oh well....im seriously bored....i hope it won't rain anymore so that i can play golf with my parents. i hope my godsis will go with me to the library tomorrow to do some research for my personal project. i won't say what it is cos im afraid of being laughed at..hahas~but i doubt if anyone would want to know anyway.

hmms...i wanna dl Hyde's songs and Ayaka's songs!!! this news may be old but Ayumi Hamasaki has a new album called, Secrets. i learnt about this last year but decided to talk about this now. hahas~tink im going to dl some songs while reading my book yea? so ciao~


argh! i feel like taking the stupid internet connection thing and smashing it onto the ground... i was playing O2Jam, trying not to think about the unhappy things and the next thing i know, i couldnt play the game anymore. wtfish.

helped my godsis with the dnt project. ain't i just nice? yea rite...i was just bored so i helped, that's all. anyway, the two of us were stuck at her house brainstorming on how to expand the mind map...hahas~it was quite fun...cos i keep bullying her by messing up her hair...hahas~thought that there would be nothing to talk about since she was still heart-broken about her breakup a few months ago...thought that i would still have to comfort her, advise her and talk to her but turned out, we completely avoided the subject...hahas~she looks as good as b4 so here i wanna say,"Mei, you are doing well...i believe that you have the capability of scoring for the Os de! Must have confidence in yourself and do NOT keep thinking negatively cos if u rant about how unconfident you are again, i will personally go to your house and give you a lecture!!!!(p.s. yz is actually a very good person...*hint hint*)"

i borrowed 3 books 2dae using her library card....mine is overloaded with date due fine....u know why i have a load of it? well, i shall relate to you the story of mine...one fine morning, it was english reading period...a girl had brought 2 books along. 1 chinese and 1 english... she was so interested in the chinese book that she put the chinese book in the english book to read...a very strict english teacher, mdm t., walked past and saw the chinese book. she confiscated it and told the girl to get it back after school. the girl forgot all about the book until the june holidays came. she went to the library one day during the holidays and saw that her book was fined...then she remembered that the teacher had confiscated her book. by then, the fine was already $6++ and she went back to school to get it. till now, my card still has the fine all due to my forgetfulness. wtfish.

i shall go off to read my books since my brother who has a sore throat wants to use it anyway. great. i just got a call from my friend who isn't free to go with me to the library on mon. wtfish.


sorry for nt updating so long....life's been crap lately. REAL crap....i get up in the mornin at 6a.m. to work until 8.30-9am which i knock off work.....den i go home and place my bloody face infront of the bloody com....i'll usually chat with hy for a while then when ahem ahem goes online, i'll immediately go offline like now. anywayz, then i'll check my mail....if there's any updates on friendster then i'll sign in...if not 4get abt it.....then i'll watch some shows on youtube but if there arent any i like, then i'll go for a HOME movie marathon.....

well well...isn't my life just plain pathetic.....i'll skip lunch and sleep till 3/4pm and use the comp again to play O2Jam till my dad gets home and i'll help him with dinner.....then we'll w8 for mum to get home b4 we kai dong....after dinner, it's the comp or my story books.....then chat with l.l. or sum other friends till 11 pm latest and sleep. AGAIN. yeap....that's the daily life of mine.....wtf.

WELL!!! i'm so bored...tomorrow, i'll be popping by by godsis' place to help her with her homework....well....not "help"....im doing it FOR her....now u know how bored i am. anyways....then pei her shop at popular....poor her...this yr kena o-levels...its only jan and she's already got a huge pile of homework....even my sch din give me THAT much homework at the start of the year!! oh well, i guess that's what u get for getting into a prestigious school ya?


hmms....i think i'll go to the library later on to do some research for my personal "project"... if u know what i wanna be next time well....its research on that....wtshit manx....im so bloody damn bored.....dun worry...i'm not using vulgarities here to vent my anger...im just using it as adjectives!! ^v^ okies....but i'll try to stop using it....my other side of me is telling me to be more "class" yesh. i DO talk to myself. NO. im just kidding! NO. im not! see?

these few days i've been saying,"i WILL update m,y blog TODAY!" and the next thing i know, im sleeping. XD my friend's back ffrom America...she's just as bored as me. i do want to call her out. but i lost her number. too bad too sad....wahahahas~but she lives just 1 floor below me! i just dun wanna face her family, u geddit? so i'll just wait till she calls again den i'll ask her to go out and have fun...but if she doesnt call, well, i'll just find another friend to go out with. XD

lets talk about my work - it's the most boring job ever - giving out newspapers. dun think it's those door to door bangladesh workers early in the morning...NO! I give those mini-newspapers at an mrt, tts all....its 5.5 per hr. my fren say the pay gd. but do 2 hrs in the mroning only. i tink my pay is just enough to buy toilet paper rub backside la.

waiting for feb to come den can get ang pao and go shopping with sofia le. *waves to the air and shouts,"oi February! faster come faster come!!"* yes, im LAME. who cares? im borreeeddd. yes, i know i've said it again and again and again. but like i said, who cares? XD well, i have nothing much to blog abt...

w8! i just rmbered.....i did a chinese survey on how much u "cheng quan" a person u love. guess wad? i scored the highest percent for that survey...hahas~it means tt i'll support a person whom i love to love another right in front of me. it says i keep it all in and told me that i shld love
myself before loving others or smth lidat....hahas~i tink it's v accurate...cos thinking back, all i've done in relationships is give way... wtf. i feel im getting sentimental. better stop and do other things....hmmz..tink i'll go bathe b4 goin out bahs...^v^ dun worry be happy!

hy in her msn said,"smile even when u are sad cos u never know who's falling in love with your smile." but i take it the other way round,"i shld smile even when sad cos i seem to be be always sad." fcuk. im really getting sentimental.

smilez!!!! i shall smilez!!! ^v^


hahas~i just wanna post cos I'm scared i'll forget and at the same time tell the friends who are currently reading my blog that NAFA will have its open house from 25th - 27th Jan from 10amto 5pm!! hahas~most of my friends are not interested in going....so most likely, I'll be going myself!^v^ but if any1 wan go with me, i dun mind de!! ^v^

hmms...got a lot of events coming up....got tp open house and this plus the innova thing....hahas~but mustn't spend though...i have to save to buy new clothes!! i din go to the library today cos i was at home doing some research until i totally lost track of time....-_-" hahas~

shirley and i gonna split money to buy tarot cards...hahas~we dun believe in it but like she said," it gives some form of hope." well...i just wanna kill time...so why not? ^v^ hahas~i wanna have my own shop next time!!

I'm definitely going to change my blogskin soon, Again. and l.l., u must b happy right since u dun like this blogskin?!! most likely anime again but different type...hahas~hahas~every month change at least 1 time....quite good....refreshes the mind yea?im going to have to relink ppl again....hahas~so adios! *wears a cowboy suit with the hat and all and mounts on.....a horse?! no! it's iGallop!* yea yea, im lame....ps.i dont own iGallop just in case u were wondering. osim sux. ^v^


YES! It's a new YEAR!!!! WOOHOO!!!! okies....im going ding-dong....better stop yea? anywayz, my New Year's resolution is to be honest to myself, accept reality and create happier memories to replace 2006....hmmz, went over to Shirley's hse to countdown.....at first, hui ying, shirley and me wanted to go to vivo but too mani ppl so we went to bugiis to find ym to have lunch den we went shopping around dere but dere v fast nth 2 shop abt le so we went to esplanade cos hy never went dere b4.....hahas~when we saw the view of the sea from the 2nd floor, she was like a kid, v excited!!! her laughter is very contagious and soon e 3 of us were laughing like mad....we even made a fool of ourselves at kfc in suntec city l8er on....hahas~toked ALOT!! we had to keep buying drinks to quench our thirst and keep goin toilet..-_-" hahas~shirley and hy had 2 b home by 11 but i wanted to countdown at marina so they say bby and left but 15 mins after they left, it rained... wanted to go buy umbrella but saw dem....tot that they came back to pei wo countdown but actually no.....cos they juz waiting for shirley's dad to pick them up while they thought i had finally wanted to go back home......hahs~in the end, i gave in...hahas~wanted 2 send hy hme when a group of guys followed us......i didnt even realize it until shirley told me l8er when we lost the guys...-_-" i was even berated 4 being so blur.....not MY FAULT WAT!!!!! hahas~anywayz, we bought some snacks and went to countdown.....i was like so excited and crazy looking at the television counting down but she had a so-boring kind of face....so i controlled myself....didnt shout....hehe~ i was too high le....anywayz...back to 2dae.....IT WAS THE BEST!!! coz after dinner, my bro went to send my sis and her bf to khatib dere b4 cominng back to s.c.c. (where we had dinner) to fetch my dad and i hme...... ISSUE NO. 1!!! my dad and i saw (from outside) a soldier was taking another guy as hostage and scolding vulgarities.....then the security guard at the guard post aimed his rifle at the bad guy.....i was like..whoa!!i wish i was inside!!!! but my brother had come back already so my dad asked me to faster run to 2 e car den we go home....i wish i could hav been there to witness e whole incident!!! but my mum said,"curiousity kills the cat." but i really want to say back, "if i dunno, then I'LL be killed by the curiousity!" hahas~ but some comments shld b kept to urself rite?? anywayz, ISSUE NO. 2!!!!!! nearly crashed into a truck.....the driver is a no brainer! he didnt signal before cutting into our lane! so my bro honked him! if i were my bro, i'll honk 10000 times!!!!! do i sound bad-tempered? oh well, i am....i ADMIT it!! wahahahaas~anywayz,back 2 e topic.....so it seemed that we were going into the same carpark so my bro was angry at the truck driver from just now so we went faster and overtook tt guy i the carpark!! wahahahas~ u rock bro!!!! my mummy was like,"u shldnt do tt!!!" but me and my bro was like,"but he deserved it! i couldnt stand him anymore! got so fed up with him!" hahas~ hmmz...tml im gonna start work le.....-_-" i wannn to SLEEP!!!! oh well i gonna *snore* le....gdnite!

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