today's schedule was abit stupid. i had class from 9 to 12pm and 4-6pm which meant that i had a break from 12-4pm...so i went to watch 200 pound beauty....it was so funny yet touching....so touching sia....esp e part when the guy she liked told her tht he found out she was kang hana...made me sweat a few tears....and cos the jubilee movie threatre had less than 20 ppl watching the movie, we could occupy as much space as we wanted......and for the 1st time,(still cant blieve i actually dared to do this) i put my legs on top of the seat infront of me....the person who sat infront of me was sitting abt 3-4 rows below so he didnt realise anythin.....wahahaas~so funny lars!!!!!

but the movie is nicee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u ppl shld go watch it too!!! dunno why...everday hor, my mind kiip hearing the song - Way back into love from the movie music and lyrics.......so nice!!!!but the song tht im really addicted to is yu ji kai shi le by zhang xin yu!! very meaningful and nice!!!!! ate at Ramen-Ten for lunch....so nice....took a pic of it b4 eating it....too bad i dunno how to upload photos for blog....hahas~

too bad i got group meeting on wednesday if not will pop to sofia's hse again......haix...well, on the positive note, everything is going well in sch....except when i 4get to do my hw....hahas~

today my sis is coming back to stay over for 1 night cos my dad is cooking smth tml.....haix....the hse was vaccumed and i had the urge to clear my room.....i wonder....im treating my sister like a guest....then it occured to me that it was because she was never really there for me. yes, we share stories and all....but she was never there when i needed help....so there's still a wall btween us. and she's my blood sister. i feel like im beginning to get emotional.....fuck. ANYWAYZ, i got alot of darn new animes to watch!!!! watching a supernatural anime now....actually im just w8ing for it to reload....-_-"....urgh....now i am trying to clap a flying insect...but it seems my efforts are futile.

im beginning to not trust people. bcos i find that they just say things they dont mean. or make promises they dont fufill...if not, then they will make use of ur trust. but u will know who's is really sincere when they dont just use words cos action speaks louder than words. it's true. so dont lie to me. dont fucking lie to me. cos its too fucking obvious.

p.s.: sorry for the vulgarities. i know they don't help and only show my level of childishness but if it can be used to satisfy my (i wont say anger cos im not angry) disappointment, then i guess it doesnt hurt to use it once a blue moon right??


went out with shirley 2day at abt 7pm....it was a last minute decision...so we took 80 to bugis to get her a haircut... it was more than an hr abt 8.45.......but the thing is that we didnt see our bus stop and got off at tanjong pagar!!! so we had to take a taxi to bugis.....we had to go search for the directory la! but we ran up and down, left and right to search for the hair salon but it had already closed when we reached there....-_-"

so i decided to find another salon instead....but shirley said tht even if we didn find another, it would have closed too....so we just shopped around there....there's a pair of shoes i have my eyes on but it's 63 dollars from pazzio(or so i tink the name of the shop is called) on lvl2 /3 i cnt rmb.... it's a black pair of shoes with no heels(meaning its not high heels la!)....and has heel straps....very nice!!! but 63 dollars.....nvm! i shall save!!!!

took alot of photos with shirley and made lotsa memories!! gonna upload a few pictures in friendster later on...hehehe~ k la.....gonna slp le. luckily we managed to get on the last train and lrt if not die le....=DD


gd! this is a 60 qn test i tink....here it goes!!!!!!!!!!

1. Are you smiling?
> nope.

2. When is the last time you met
someone new?
> a few days ago.

3. What is irritating you right now?
> eminem. his name sounds like m&m.

4. When did you last eat pizza?
> last yr.....i think.....i forgot....

5. Do you drink beer?
> guilty as charged!

6. Do you have any friends who are
famous?
> hmmm....i wonder...

7. Are you any good at poker?
> casino-type of poker then i dunno.....i only know my dad's kampung style!!! =DD

8. What do you want now?
> to end my life. nah...just slack.

9. Are you tired?
> abit....*yawn*

10. Last spoken words you heard?
> bye!

11. Have you ever kissed anyone named
John?
> nope.

12. Besides your bed, what is your
favorite thing in your room?
> laptop.

13. Pepsi or Coke?
> neither......i dont like gasy drinks....prefer ice-lemon tea or just plain water

14. Did you ever throw up?
> only when i have a fever but i only get it like once or twice a year....

15. Did you ever throw up while kissing
someone?
> nope.

16. Who is the last person you hugged?
> dad.....he was proud of me for the letter....haix.

18. Are you restless?
> now abit.

19. Is your computer a laptop?
> yep....

20. Are you allowed to stay up later
than 10pm on a weeknight?
>of course!! but im the one who wants to slp at 9 - 11pm to have at least 8 hrs of slp.

21. How many xanga views do you have?
> sorry,i only heard of manga la....i v old-fashion de....dun mind....

22. Want to be a princess?
> nope. i juz wanna live a normal, life with no waves in my life...just peace....

23. Do you believe dreams come true?
> Yep....i had prophetical dreams b4......

24. Last song you heard?
> Utada Hikaru - First Love

25. Do you like Batman?
> neutral. i only like the christmas batman song..."jingle bells,batman smells, robin lays an egg..."

26. Who is in the room with you?
> just me and myself

28. Who's house did you go to last
night?
> my hse.....

29. Who was the last person you told
you
love them?
> too long ago....but shld b my mum ba.....

30. What was the last thing you ate?
> biscuit.

31. What were you doing before this?
> filling in another test.

32. What is the closest item near you
that is blue?
> mouse.

33. What are you wearing on your feet?
> barefoot la.

34. What instant messaging service do
you use?
> msn.

35. What is your favorite website?
> blogger.com

38.What are your fav. pair of shoes?
> sports shoes.comfy and convenient. eay to match and wont leave big blisters.

37. What do you wear more, jeans or
sweatpants?
> jeans.

38. What is the last movie you watched?
> Nada Sou Sou.

39. What do you currently hear right
now?
> Utada Hikaru - Keep Tryin'

40. When did you last buy a new pair of
pants?
> in Jan.

41. When did you last take a shower?
> a few hrs ago.

42. Where’s your favorite place to be?
> airport.

44. Where is your mom?
> in the room diagonally across slping.

45. Where do you sleep?
>bed. not floor.

46. Where do you shop the most?
> Orchard....

47. Where did you get the shirt you're
wearing?
> hmmm.....i forgot.

50. Why did you pick your background?
> i was born with this background! not for me to choose. but if i were to choose, it'll still be here.

52. Are you happy with where you live?
> yepp.

53. Do you believe that there are
certain circumstances where cheating
is ok?
> yes...but it depends.

54. Would you ever take someone back if
they cheated on you?
> It depends on the situation. i'll let him explain first then check b4 deciding. but i doubt that'll ever happen.

55. Have you ever talked about marriage
with someone before?
> with my friends....like whether they wanna get married in the future....

56. Do you want someone you can't have?
> of course....that's y there are 1-sided love.right?

57. Do you believe love at first sight
exists?
> no. but hate at first sight does.

58. Do you believe in celebrating
anniversaries?
> nope cos most of the time ppl forget and i dun wanna be the only person who remembers.

59. Do you believe that you can change
someone?
> Yes. cos my sis changed me.....i was very spoil,unreasonable,irritating, 1mmshort fuse and loved to talk back. but now.....a few only remain i guess....

60. Would you ever consider getting
engaged or married right after school?
> no way. unless im not in the right state of mind or blackmailed.

shit.im even more awake now. argh. i'll juz do the project work....i like doing it anyway!! =DD


dunno whether i shld b happy or angry.....happy is bcos im getting along with everyone(which is like a miracle to me considering that i've never really mingled well with classmates since primary sch,with the exception of the friends i made) and that i love doing group work bcos i get to do what i like - doing the slides for the ppt. form....so long as they let me do tht, im pretty okay with anything! =DD

angry cos today for tutorial, i got a call frm hafiza reminding me tht there was class at 2pm at blk h 612.....i was thankful cos i was too engrossed in doing the slides for the grpwork tht i didnt notice the time! she told me tht at 1.50 so i juz rammed all the bks,papers,thumbdrive and pencils all into my hand.....WRONG move...u'll see y later.....

cos i half-ran and half-skipped and half-walked with everything in my hand, i lost balance and everything crashed onto the floor....-_-" then i hurriedly picked 'em up and continued to the lift...the lift was full!!! so from the 3rd floor, i ran up the stairs to the 6th floor (mind you, it was raining so the floor was wet and i nearly slipped and fell....) then i went to find the class...but i walked up n down the hallway 6 times!!(3 up,3 down) and i wondered why i couldnt see myclass...i decided to call hafiza to ask where the hell was the room...but i kept my cool not to shout into the freakin phone...she dint pick up so i called another friend who told me it was at blk K!!!!

had to rush all e way to blk K 612...i could hav sworn that i when i was panicking, i nearly had an asthma attack..... so ya....i xplained to my tcher that i went to e wrong blk and she said it's ok...lucky she din take attendance of the class for tht tutorial if not i mati liao. but instead of blowing my top off at hafiza, i sat down and told her she told me the wrong blk....then she was like "sorry,sorry"!!! and dunno y, i just felt like laughing thinking of how i FINALLY got to class.

in mycourse, i learn sociology which is the study of society and human behaviour......do u kno tht there's actually no such thing as "common sense"? for example, we all know that the earth is round, right? this is "common sense." but in fact, in the oldern times, ppl thought that the earth was flat and that if they travelled too far, they would "drop" ! intersting right?!!!! this is one of the modules that no matter how many slides there are in a lecture, i will listen attentively!! hahas~psychology included too!!!

haix. i received a letter....haix.....i should be happy but i feel like crying....=( dunno la! if that is supposed to be the right path then i'll just go along.


I was bored to the point that i decided to copy a survey from friendster:(see how bored i am?!! soooooo....."talk to me, tell me ur name.."as per quoted from mr william hung! wahahas ok....back 2 da survey...)

1.What do you think of the most when
you are alone?
** i think alot....mostly about my life and other ppl's life or studies...

2. When it is a rainy night, what do
you do most of the time?
** say thanks to the sky(wait..tht's me.) for letting me sleep in a nice weather.

3. When was the last time you gave a
roses?
and to whom?
** gee.....i dont think i touched a rose b4....does my drawings on paper count??=DD

4. What do you do when you see a full
moon?
** i'll admire it for awhile and if it was last time, i'd think,"damn.i wish i had a camera." but now, i hav my hp to take photo!!! =DD

5. Would you rather swim in the lake
or dive in the ocean?
** definitely e ocean!! u get to feed fishes!! esp in pulau rawa(or so i tink the island name was called...)

6. What would be the best partner of a
good cup of coffee?
** a book.

7. If you'll ask yourself a question
now, what would it be?
** if im bored, shldnt i spend time on my project work? ans.: too lazy to. tml perhaps.

8. If certain things in your life will
fall apart, what will you do?
** i dont really care. mb abit of regret but u cnt bring anyone or anything to heaven.so just enjoy life to it's fullest at the moment so tht if things screw up in the end, it doesnt matter!

9. What was the hardest decision you
made in your life so far?
** to part with my memories. i forgot my childhood days.

10. When your friends forget you, what
will you do?
** abit sad. but even i forget too! so it's ok! =DD

11. Do you talk to yourself?
** er....truthfully,yes.....for my pride,no.

12. Is there anything that you are
craving for right now?
** maggi noodles....my bro bought a whole lot of them. he's the mastermind. NOT me.

13. Ever cried for something stupid?
** nope. crying doesnt help. unless im really stressed or touched to the point i cnt control my tears.

*14.* ???
** ???

15. Do you like anime?
** YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVEEEEE IT! and jap shows and jap food and jap language!! wahahahahahahahahahahas!!!!! er.....i think i shan't go on....i might go a little "ahem" in the mind.

16. How about Japanese music?
** anything that appeals to me! Boa, ayumi,NEWS, amuro namie,hyde,yuna ito,utada hikaru,kinki kids...and mani more!!but it may be a few songs only...not all!! =D

17. What music are you into, anyway?
** im not too sure either but so long as it doesnt have too much blood on the album...i wouldnt mind......

18. Do you have a malicious mind?
** yesh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love to bully people!!!! hahas~jk jk!! err.....i also have a short-temper once im irritated!!! and....i cant think of anymore...bt those who know me well shld know my flaws. =DD

19. First thing you do after watching
a movie.
** talk about the movie or say," the place is freezing la!"

20. Do you wash the dishes in your
house?
** yepzz! learn now and it's easier to b independent next time!

21. Can you last two days without a
bath?
** unless i live in the north pole where ppl dont perspire, NO FREAKING WAY!

22. Most common words in your
classroom.
** err....."hi"???used everyday tts for sure!! =DD

23. The last lie you told your
parents?
** i have eaten dinner.(i lied as i was too tired and wanted to sleep yesterday.)

*24?*
** no qn again??

25. Still go to the mall with your
parents?
** shopping for groceries,once in a while....other than that, we go out to celebrate. even i dont go with my mum shopping(only occasionally) i prefer to chat with her!!

26. Are you brand conscious?
** nope! the only brand i use is Fasio. i only bought 2 things for facial cos i didnt own any facial cream and e ppl i know used facial products.....1 is an oil blotter(which i keep 4getting to use) and the other is a spray....dun even kno what's it den buy....-_-"

27. Ever felt in-love?
** nope. always has been one-sided. that's my so-called fate! =DD

28. Who do you miss right now?
** no one for me to miss...i just miss my holidays.....when i could sleep for at least 8 hrs!!

29. Watched any good movies lately?
** Nada Sou Sou...it made me actually sweat a few tears.

30. Is it in you to kill someone?
** when im angry, i just want to beat someone up. hahas~jkjk! i'd just play 02Jam and try to beat the crap out of my fingers!

31. Daydream a lot?
** yep.....it's healthy to daydream! cos it takes u away from reality! =DD

32. Happy with your life?
** yes for being financially,emotionally and physically well....but no cos i feel weird....emptiness? or boredom? i dunno....=DD

33. You'd rather lose your mobile or
your mp3 player?
** none cos they are paid by my dad and to lose it means im irresponsible and do not cherish it.

34. Ever slept all throughout class?
** nope. unless it's a free period.


dang....im still bored.....gonna pick another test to do....


urgh! today was a sunny day. was happily studying in sch until end of the day. since we get off early on wednesdays, i went to go for the japanese sakuran club orientation.....they grped us into diff grps from all the diff schools like sch of business mngement and all dat..... but my grp 3 was totally dead, no life de. no enthusiasm, no teamwork. only 1 guy enthu de but i tink he is sot sot one cos he kiip saying,"eto...." abit overboard.....then we had to play games such as "mirror dance". shld b able to guess the game frm it's name so no further expl.

damn malu la....it's ok if u copy other's movements but it's not ok if u are the one who start to dance and the opposing team juz hav to follow....and i zhong not once but twice. suay shi bei, yi bai bei, yi wan bei!!!!!!!hahas~i saw someone tht looked like sofia's friend!!!

den it just had to rain....i had no interest in playing the games so i left halfway and went for the adventure club orientation....i juz went for it to pei my friend de..... haix....i took care of her friend's and her hp while she went to play games from 6-8.30.....so i slept in the cafeteria........toked to l.l. on e phone until only left half batt and studied for abt less than 20mins.

den got the lightning....scary~ 1 min can hve 2-3 times de leh! scary lor! and it's those type tht light the whole sky and will have loud thunder striking after tht de! luckily got my mp3 as company if not i will die of fear, if not boredom.

haven eat my dinner.....so i skipped it....im too tired to cook maggi noodles....after this, i hav a feeling im just going to K.O. le.....too tired......mb i shldnt even join a club.....afterall, im just here to study.....if wan to play, can go out with my friends.....no need cca......anywayz, imagine having to attend club meetings after sch at 6pm.....wouldnt it b tiring?! and i tink i'll hav no time to study, do homework.....

argh. i feel like slping alrdy. shall stop here. nite.


got to know a new friend today which is my friend's friend! hahas~a weird way of knnowing a new friend! i LOVE group work!!!! in sec sch, i used to hate it because i preferred to be independent.... but today, as we discussed the ideas together, i realised tht my ideas are not rejected....and i need not be afraid! hahas~ gonna bring my laptop on friday for grp discussion....we are e first grp to present and it's the week after!!! so we have to rush.....but i have a feeling tht im going to enjoy this course.....=D

2day, i borrowed a book called,"textbook of pain"....its really painful to carry as it's damn heavvy....brought it back home for research for e discussion.......hahas~ my brother said tht 200 pounds beauty is nice...and since his friend has it, he's gonna borrow it for me!! ya-hoo!!!!!!tml i end school at 2.50! double yay! but i have 2 stay back for my club's orientation....if i dont like it, i may opt for adventure club!! =D k la....i gtg do my research le.....i hope that i wont have any friendship problems thruout these 3 years!! =D


went to sch today.....all bcos of my brother gelling his hair, we had to take the 7.55 bus. ai mei!!!! then slept all the way to sch.....cos i wore the high heels that had not seasoned yet, it gave me blisters. 4 BIG ones! WoW! had to walk like ah ma so slow.....luckily hafiza got 2 plasters ....winnie the pooh de and joyce also had hansaplast so i put one winnie the pooh plaster and hansaplast on each foot to make it look "balanced" -_-"

then for practical....it was so fun!!!!!! we had to move the "patient" from a bed to another bed and how to lift them to a chair!! at first, i thought i didn't like this girl,A, as she kept going wherever i went and kept talking even during lectures.....my other friends felt the same way too... but i realized that despite all that, she is just a simple girl. so i told this to my other friends....i dont know what they think, but all i know is that she is going to be my classmate for the next 3 years and i have no reason to judge a person.... so i decided to talk to A....

anyways, im going to jia you! there may be diffcult modules that require understanding and not merely memorizing word by word which i hate, but if i fail a module,i'll hav to repeat it again! and the exams will be in 111 days time, on 13 of August......i must really start to study le! i wanna aim for distinction!i dont care whether it's possible or not, but im going to try my very best!!!!

hope suhui, sofia, li leong and wei xuan will all study hard too!!!!we shld also find a day when all of us are free to go back and take out o-level certs too!!!


im back.....2dae i got a sms from a close friend....1 of her family members has cancer.....and is not curable.....it got me really very depressed......Gigi*(false name) is currently taking her Os this year....yet she has to undergo so much suffering plus the fact that she cant forget her boyfriend...haix.....i wonder if she can cope with her studies as well as her emotions.....haix...i cnt do anything but comfort her.....but if being there for her is all i can do, then i'll just make the best out of it. but when i came home today, i saw my mum and i just went to my room and cried...how does it feel having to see your loved one everyday and knowing at the same time that he/she is suffering? the thought of it just made me feel like crying.....

To Gigi: like i said in my sms, u are family to me. so if u feel like u cnt cope with it, just remember that i'll be there for u.

went to celebrate suhui's 1-day-belated birthday today.....it was quite fun!!! we bought a blouse for her......surprised her with a b'day cake at the void deck below her hse then we went up to her room and it was like damn clean and cosy la!!! hahas~i felt like slping there lo......then we went to cp to get suhui's psp....wa....so nice man....then i had to go le.......so we said our gdbyes...

yup.....thats all tht happened for today......although i dunno how to upload pictures in blog but it was really fun!!!

hope we all are free next sunday!!! ^^ by the way,i got a haircut at kimage.....it's fking ugly. dun mind the vulgarity but it's like shit. so i pinned it up......feel like murdering the *ahem* female dog *ahem*!!!!!!!!!!! but whats done is done. it cant be undone. (except tying shoelaces!!=D)


it is difficult. i dont know why. but i dont like this feeling. this feeling of wanting to talk to u yet not willing to let my pride give way. the urge to just say,"can we chat?" but the fear of rejection yet again. i dont know what this is. but i just hate this feeling of contradiction. it makes me unable to move forth nor step back. as if im stranded in the middle of a road, all by myself while everyone,everything is just passing by me. not waiting for me.i dont know y. i want to ask u the truth but u always never answered. im confused. stuck in web. a web of darkness and fear. Alone by myself. burning questions in my mind,yet unanswered. should i ask? or keep mum like i always have? perhaps it's my pride. i don't want it to be hurt. my feelings can be hurt but pride is the last thing of mine i want to hurt.so i have decided to bottle it up,pride untaken,and the questions replaced by forceful studying.


yoyoyo! back 2 blog again!! hve made some nice friends tht i can get along with in sch...they are hafiza,xin yi and joyce.....hahas~ from the dayy b4 ytd, hafiza always laugh at me 1 leh!!! cos on tue, i went to the wrong lecture and was late when i realized my mistake....then on wed, i went to 2 wrong classes and nearly did it when hafiza realized my mistake.......den 2day, i brought them to the wrong class and resulted in us not getting to seat together.....-_-"....ok,i admit im a little bit directionally-challenged.....but laugh until lidat.....=(

den an even worse embarrassing thing happened today! my lecture which consists of several grps joined together, had a new lecturer.....then he asked,"who had no choice but to choose this course? be honest!!" cos i thought that there would be a few others who put up their hands,i rose mine up....ended up i was the only person who put my hand up. DAMN HIGH. then the whole room of people looked at me ad the lecturer actually said,"o....k. that's a very honest person....." it was like so damn malu la! i could hav just died there and then!

haix. y so suay?!!!! den hor, ytd, i saw a person from my sch who got into the same bus as me and took it all the way home......i was thinking,"wa....so gd sia! some1 actually lives near me!!! and from my sch summore!! wa....." den when i was about to get down, i tripped in front of tht person. TWICE. -_-"""" i must be really abnormal.

haix......so mani suay things happen.....and guess wat?!! i signed up for a japanese club orientation which is during next wk! yessa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hafiza said tht they will call....=) hahas~today i went to see the different clubs and took a video.....hahas~my friend said i shld just join photography club instead.....hmmm....im considering! wahaahahahas~jk jk....

whole day full of lectures.....was frozen la! use a jacket not enuf de! muz bring extra jacket next time!! hahas~tml i will end sch early....hopefully can mit up with my cousins....i miss them alot!


supposed to cut hair with jose today de but due to her work-related problems, she cnt go. again. this is the 3rd time le......i really hate her ladyboss.....qi qi qi qi qi qi qi qi qi qi qi qi qi qi!!!!!!!! so i decided....i wont go le.....this sat, i go and cut hair at nk there.....any1 wan pei wo go cut hair?? sms me!! :)

2dae had class from 9-1pm without any breaks but i loved wednesdays as i get to go at 1pm! yay! but cos i was w8ing for jose's call, i didnt sleep after i got home.....play comp and when i after i call her at 5pm then i kno she y she nt free...oh well....so now gonna go slp.....i hope nada sou sou will last until sat.....if not, i WILL cry not watching it!!!!

2dae all e lessons were practicals....learnt handwashing(the 7 steps) and learnt how to use a microscope....hahas~saw my friend's cheek cells......hahas~i learnt how to use the microscope! for e 1st time, i didnt copy from other for practical! there is no time limit! and when u ask tcher to come,he will come de! although i made more mistakes than others, at least i learn from it!! wahahahahahas~

i got a phone with a plan.....now my dad is paying for my bills......haix....i v bad leh.....my education is paid by my parents, my clothes(excluding those i bought with my hard-earned money) also they pay...everything i have is they pay de....den now i got a hp.....i wonder how they feel.....to pay everything for 3 children....and work and work and work.....they also dont go out much only go for golf, if not work and church.......haix.....so i must do my best too!!! i must control my usage of handphone and study hard!!!! must not slack le.....play can play but study must also study!!!!

dunno whether i should join club.......cos i feel tht it may be time consuming and i m afraid i will get distracted from my studies.....suggestions anyone?? i wanna join piano or make-up artist club.....ciaos!


i cant sleep!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's either im too excited or i m in the habit of sleeping late.....but i think it is the latter.....-_-" i lay down on my bed for 2 hours and i couldnt even get a wink of sleep!!! so im gonna use e comp until i feel tired....wahaha...but tml, im most likely gonna have panda eyes. -_-"

2day,i went to somerset to walk walk with my cousins who just got back from perth and took neoprint wif them.....then they had to go home cos they had visitors at their hse....so i went to hrtland mall to visit my friends....hahas~totally relaxed there le....bought a pair of shoes to wear to school.....

argh....den i came home and found my dad had already bought me a new laptop bag!!!! it was so nice la the design!!! den he said jokingly,"now cos of u, i no money already!!" hahas~will cherish it! =D haix....den was supposed to sleep at 9pm but like i said above, i couldnt sleep...so i went online....but now my comp got something wrong and i cant open msn messenger!!! qi si wo le!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haiz.

ya....so i just uploaded a jap show to watch....gonna watch it now.....i'll try 2 open msn again, if it doesnt work, i GIVE UP!


haix....a LOOONNNGGG day today....woke up at 6.30 to bathe and have breakfast while reading e newspapers b4 heading off for orientation day....when i took the escalator up tht led to the auditorium (foyer), i was shocked!!! so mani ppl!!!! it wasnt this mani ppl at school of the SAME LEVEL ya kno! haix....didnt know anyone there at all so i just let them take attendance and was placed in group 17.... there are 29 groups altogether...all nursing and other courses are radiotherapy,dental...etc.etc.

then we were led into the auditorium itself with the stage and movie threater seats...i was abit too comfortable in my seat and cos the director's welcome talk was a real bore, i couldnt help but nod off to sleep.....it wasnt on purpose!! REAAALLLLY. blame it on those oh-so-comfy chairs!!! not my fault!! nad-da! but Sofia sent me smses that encouraged me to jia you and last the whole day....hahas~THANKS wor! if not, i wouldve slept more.=P

anywayz, after undergoing tremendous torture of never ending talks by different people, we finally had lunch with our mentors...actually, i would like to make this part clear - the freshmen had lunch while interacting with the mentors and not exactly having lunch WITH them. yea...my mentor is Mr. Ibrahim which is a person that deserves my respect cos he even told us that what the people were talking about in the auditorium were bullshit.....he is e straightforward type and honest....at first, i was just neutral with the course i had....but after hearing to what he said, i was sort of motivated to do well! he really resembles Mr. Suratman, who was my homeroom teacher when i was sec 3, cos we can also joke around him too!!

then came a game called,"Treasure Hunt" in which we had to go to 5 different stations - Hula Hoop, Taboo, Night Scrabble, Tug of words and NG ......all e games focused on teamwork and cheers....each station had 2 different groups at a time to compete against one another... had no time for NG so our team had a big disadvantage.... but it is the process that counts right?!! hahas~thruout the games, i interacted alot with my classmates and had lotsa fun myself! went home at abt six.....hahas~i was physically and mentally exhuasted but cos the bus i took was a long journey, i could enjoy the air-con!!!hahas~and the bus took me straight to my hse!!! erm, FYI, it's a SBS bus, jusst incase u were thionking otherwise.^^

k la.....i shall end here to watch my shows le....i get to sleep late tonight!!!!!!!!!!yippee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no waking up early!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


hi...2dae started out ok.....last night, i was determined to sleep early so as to get into the habit of slping early....slept at abt 11 plus and woke up at 1. -_-" i guess my determination isnt that powerful.....so I HAVE DECIDED! to use not one but TWO alarm clocks to wake me up at 9am....wahahahahas!!! the reason i want to get into the habit of slp early,wake up early is bcos of poly.....if, by the time i go to poly, i am not in the habit of it,i will sleep late and will have to wake up early.....so i wont want to kill myself that early....

as for what i did today, i just stayed at home and watched Goong S(which,in fact, i am uploading right now to watch after i finish blogging)......until 4pm....i did some housework so that my dad wont scold me for staying at home yet not doin anything.....i called my mum to go shopping and thought my dad wuld b back home at six but at abt 5pm,he came back so i just bathed and went out le......hahas~avoiding people is my forte....but the moment i stepped out of the hse, i felt guilty...i felt ashamed even. bcos my dad is 50+ yet im leaving him all alone at home.....yes,he may scold me alot but it's only for my good.....haix.....so i went sopping with my mum and had dinner with her....

came back home to find my dad and bro out...when they came back, my dad actually bought something that looks like a thumbdrive but is actually for wireless network! he even bought a new mouse for me...my bro gave me his laptop for my polytechnic studies....i was so touched....haix.....i v bad.....i'll have to buy a new mousepad soon though....

wanted to go out with l.l. they all tml de....but i felt like an intruder.....so mb next time ba.....call shirley and hui ying oso......=D i finally hav a laptop in my room!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^v yay! i will zhen xi de....thanks dad and bro......

i realised something today....u dont need materialistic things to show how much u care for a person cause a few sincere words from the heart will just do too! hahas~k la....i shall be off to watch my goong S le....hehe~ciao!


today was fun.....although it started off badly.....i overslept.....supposed to mit sofia and suhui at 12 but i woke up at 11.30!!!!! then i chiong and went out....hahas~had macs for brkfast at hg mall...then we wanted 2 go to white sands.... took 88 and had to walk a long way.....

white sands really changed alot.....so i bought something from almost every shop i went into....keyword:ALMOST. anywayz, we took an mrt to tampines mall....hahas~cos e neoprint shop had too mani ppl so we went to toy r us to "look" but we ended up playing hahas~ it was like a playground to us...had alot of fun with them....

we then took our neoprint.....came out nice.....hahas~we said tht next time we shld go to the beach, sentosa, suhui's hse......hahas~chatted alot and had fun.....^^

then i went broke.....sofia offered to help me buy soba, a type of japanese noodle, for me to cook at home while i bought the sauce that costed me $5.40!!!! so friggin ex la! but when i went home to cook it, it was soooooo nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yum yum!!!!! i think thts the easiest thing to cook ......hahas~

then smth happened tht make me on fire....... my bro ask me where is his disc since i was e last one who used it....but i told him that i remembered very well that i put the disc back into the casing and left it on the coffee table then he said things like,"wa lau...u all ar....i let u all use then liddat..." like HELLO?! its none of my business since i left it on the table alrdy.....another person must have kept it somewhere else so shldnt he ask that somebody?!!! but noooo.....he kept asking ME to find it. i found the disc casing under the coffee table then i told him,"see?! i put it on the TABLE but some1 else put it UNDER the table. so it isnt MY fault!" then u knmow what he said?!!

he said,"i dunno la.....u were the last person who used it so of course i'll ask the last person wad..." damn stupid la!!!!!!!!!! so i said,"i already TOLD u that i left it on the table. and the way u said it was as if I was the one who anyhow put it!" finally he didnt say anything liao...and what make me even more angry is that he didnt apologize to me for accusing me!!!!!!!!! i HATE to be accused of something i DID NOT DO! the least he could do is apologize right?!!

after about 5-10 mins later, he walked into the study room(where i was using the comp since he was singing outside in the living room) he could still ask me if i wanted to eat sushi......den i said,"dun wan!!!!ur fault la! i dun wan to go! who ask u! jus now!!!"then finally he said,"ok la ok la! sorry! na....let u beat me!!!!" at that, i couldnt help but laugh.....hahas~he is now singing the jj's karaoke...so i just walked and stood behind him.....when he turned around and saw me, he was shocked!!!!!! wahahahahas~i scared him!!!! his expression is too damn funny!!!!!!!!!! hahas~
i scared my brother~i scared my brother~

crap......im starting to sound like a kindergarten kid.......oh well....the soba was reallly gd!!!! wahas.....im gonna have it for lunch tomorrow! but for those who like soba as much as me, it is not advisable to eat it everyday bcos it has no vegetable,no meat and the noodle is made of flour....so only eat it once in a while!!! ^^

signing off,^v^


felt down e whole day.....no particular reason. juz feeling moody....hahas~i think jose has passed on the "moody" disease to me....ytd and 2dae i went to my old workplace to visit jose since her ladyboss is away on holiday....hahas~helped her tidy the boutique up...looked nicer and neater so we felt happy.... but today it's me who is moody.....-_-" in e morning i woke up after slping less than 12hrs...thought that i was just grouchy but i didnt feel like eating then my mom asked me to buy lunch for her..

i bought nasi lemak for her......didnt buy anything for myself and watched tv.....my mum told me to at least eat a sandwich but i ate a tomato instead.... then at abt 3pm i set off for my ex-workplace....brought a book which its contents are similar to chicken soup and some english comics for myself.......dunno y....everytime i go there, i will just feel relaxed....we had kfc for dinner and i waited for her and hui ting to close their shops b4 leaving with them..... saw my ex-boss again....seems like he didnt hear me saying hi to him....forget it. i dont care abt that stranger anyway.....

i was at jose's shop when a cusztomer came in.....she went to serve tht customer.....then a couple came in.....so i helped jose to serve the lady....then i saw the man's actions.....it was a little weird....then i suddenly just realised that he was jose's boss' son!!!!! jose saw him and quickly asked me to sit down while she talked to him.....i felt so damn guilty la! then she had to go back to the customer to serve while the boss' son came to sit down opposite me.....he asked whether i had dinner anot so i said yes.....then after jose served e customer finish, she came back and he asked her,"have u had dinner??" then she said no! so i hurriedly said,"we had dinner, rmb?!! the kfc?" then she said,"thts not dinner! thats ur lunch! we are goin to hav dinner l8er on!" then i pretended to finally realize and said,"oh.....so u meant juz now the kfc was lunch la!!ok ok.....anywayz, i go to hui ting there ok??" so she nodded her head.....

phew.....after the son left, she and i heaved a sigh of relief......luckily sia.....anywayz.....he didnt suspect anything ba.....

wanted to go out and jalan with jose and huiting but jose seemed tired so didnt ask......so here i am at home, blogging.....haix.....i am NOT depressed....just moody....but tml, i will definitely be okay since i'll be goin to mit suhui and sofia tml!!! as for now, oh well....i shall listen to my songs....


went to mani ppl's blog juz now.....decided to blog.....today i went to meet suhui at compass pt b4 taking e bus 2 sofia's hse......hahas~went to 6th floor, 9th floor, 10th floor and back to ninth floor b4 deciding ti sms sofia to ask her which floor her hse is on......-_-".....when we reached, sofia had already studied for 2 hrs++ since 10am so she took a rest......den we all decided to make a card.......suhui didnt finish hers......sofia's card was much prettier than mine.......my card leh.....needless to say, looks lyke kindergarten's piece of work.....-_-".....

we had a tea break by eating cakes tht i bought from polar cake shop.......hahas~sofia provided e drinks...had a nice chat and gossip..... then, i was so engrossed in the english comics tht i didnt hear wht they were talking abt....then we went to hg pt to eat and buy "groceries"....hahas~then went back and had dinner at her hse....

left her hse and went with suhui to get my contact lens....den i saw 88 bus....stupid bus driver for no reason he didnt let me up the bus.....i shld've gotten down his bus plate number and friggin reported it to the SBS transit authorities!!!!!!!!! so waited for e next bus.....suhui's bus came so she left then my bus came again....

walked all e way home from e bus stop......TODAY WAS FUN!!!!!!!! all e chatting and jokes..... hahas~another happy memory.....juz hope it wont be spoiled by anything or anyone.....hahas~ only tht stupid bus uncle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


oh my gdness.....i only had 1 glass of wine and i feel my face burning.....this is bad..... last time, i could drink much more and not get drunk! =P....=(i guess its cos it's in the genes....my mum cant take alcohol too......im so tired yet i feel energetic.....-_-" make any sense?? but my mind is clear! waha! at least im not drunk! yet......=( i've been eating too much good food already.....muz go out more le.....these few weeks, i have been eating sushi (it's cos the sushi tempted me!!!!).....den this wk, my family celebrate my pop's belated bdae so we ate a cake......then last wed or thur(i cant rmb) i also ate some cake again for reasons i cannot tell.....and today, my family is gonna celebrate my sister's boyfriend's birthday!

-_-" at this rate, i might be obese! my head is abit dizzy.....shit.....better blog faster.....if not i will go gi ga soon liao......but it's ok! cos tml, i will be going out shopping with shirley, going to study at sofia's hse on tue and going out with huiting and jose on wed!!! then i'll be playing golf with my parents on thursday and might go to e gym or go for swimming on friday! yahoooooooo!!!!!

my face is realllllyy hot......cant blog.....will K.O. soon.....ciao..btw, HAPPPYYYYY APRIL FOOL'S DAY TO Y'ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wahahahahahaahahaha!!!!!!kekekekekeke!!!!!!!!!

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