hahas~ went to read my old blog....some things that touched my heart in the past and i have forgotten about, touched me yet again.....2dae my family left for malaysia and wont be back till the 26th....i guess it's just going to be me and muah dog for xmas! if i could talk to the me that was 16, i think i wouldn't have worried that much....

because, some problems i had then would be fixed during the time i turned 17....hahas~ but i guess, w/o those obstacles/experiences, i wouldn't be who i am now....but the problem i really wanted to solve was with the person who protected me in need of help....and it was solved....=) im really happy.....really really happy and thankful..... :)

2dae, iwoke up and walked the dog, clear the dog's pee, go to ntuc to buy ingredients for its lunch and buy my lunch, cook its lunch and put clothes to soak.....then had to hurry meet my cousin to shop for xmas prezzies.....

came home and watched tv till about 8 b4 i cooked its dinner and cleared its pee yet again, hang up clothes, soak a new batch of clothes, clear the rubbish before settling down..... tml i still have to fold up the clothes, put the new batch of clothes to wash b4 hanging them up, vacuum and mop the floor....

if i'm busy, my room is usually in ALOT of mess but once i have nothing to do at home, i tend to clean/clear up everything in order.....oh well, i'd better sleep now....haveto get up at 10 to walk the dog......so ciaos!!


getting so angry over small things.....-_-" i dunno what to say la.....think however u like and if u get angry from the way u think it, well, all i can say is that u are wasting ur energy. i told u before... i dun waste my time nor my breath for an explanation that won't be understood.

i did what u told me to do but now u want to control my attitude as well? i just cant be bothered by what u say anymore.....y don't u think about what u said to me and ask yourself if it makes sense or not. but then again, i doubt u have the brain to do so.

one more thing, i won't stoop to your level so u can stop using vulgarities...if i had a filter that filters whatever u say, i can gurantee that 100% of it probably won't even enter. u should be honored i gave u three paragraphs! yep, so rejoice!

anyway, back to today, only left 1 week of holiday....comes and goes so fast eh?! went cycling in the morning and badminton in e afternoon.....then was starved till dinner.....hmm...tml gg with my parents to e hospital to sign the bond!! yay!! bond =$$! then tml will b gg out with my cousins, who came back from perth!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yays!!!! well....that's abt all....im so tired...but still have to clear dog's pee b4 going to slp so ta-ta!


haix........too tired mans.....didnt get to play badminton 2day....went down for nothing la...... only watch my sis play bball till about 10.30pm b4 gg home....sianz....lights out alrdy b4 i even got to play badminton.........while waiting for her, i saw an old friend.....chatted for awhile but cos i didnt want to let his bro w8 too long, i just said byebye....

haix.....sum peeps dun know the meaning of replying a message...tml gg to play bowling with sis....but i finally had e courage to refuse going down 2 e bball court with her since she has elbow pains and all...told her tht only when she recovers will i go down again....for e time being, i'll train with dad.....

e story goes like this...my sis goes down to play baball. i accompany her. in return, she plays badminton with me after she plays bball. but she complains of pain when i play badminton with her so i cant play. hence, i have no use for going down. to put it inn crude terms, it's something like trade.

im going to sleep.....dont want to waste my time being angry about waiting for 4 1/2 hrs and not getting to play. so ciaos!


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hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! ahem. woke up at 6.30 den had to prepare some paperwork to send later....my dad gave me a lift to the polyclinc and even tho it only opened at 8am, i was already number 17....after a series of waiting here and there and finally having the chance to take let them take my blood for blood test, i paid and left.....

which is y i have a plaster on my elbow....except when they put the needle into my elbow, it was quite fun watching the blood flow out....hmmm...im considering going for blood donation....but they only took 2 test-tubes of blood and my left arm was like lembek alrdy.....had to use my shoulder to lift it up.....

then headed for c.p. to take a passport sized photo to send in as well....then hurried down to the hospital to give them the documents and im going there to sign the deeds this sat with my parents and i'll be bonded alrdy!!!!!!!

heehee...i tink im going to celebrate with my friends tml...ciaos!


haix....cant believe my own family member can be so cruel behind my back....i really feel like laughing....as if what i thought and did was all for nothing.... to think that everytime i went out, i keep thinking whether i should go home early to accompany u and in the end, go home when i could have just gone out....to think that when u're afraid, i'll come rushing for u.... to think that everytime u contact me, i take it as an emergency and get back to u asap....now, i've learnt my lesson that it has all been a waste....

this is a very good example of why i value friends more than family often...i thought that u might have felt stressed out bcos of the recent ups and downs which is why i have been accompanying u as much as i can to help u get over it....but i guess not. my mistake!

oh well, i guess i'll just return back to my normal life and not one that's revolving around u. im more than happy to be away from u for the time that u'll b in m'sia....a break. just wad i needed. well, i am angry but i cant be angry too long....if not, i'll be in depression! so i'll forgive and hopefully, when u come back, we'll have a better relationship yeah!

tml have alot of things to do....have to wake up early to go polyclinic before going to the hospital ! well, it's better than staying bored!! well...ciaos!


today is a super suay day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haix..... i thot e lesson in e morning was elaearning so i didnt go.....but there WAS lesson going on for that 2 hours.....='( break my record of 100% attendance for tht module lehs!!!!! qi si wo le......

den when i came home, i overslept on e bus and immediatley got down e bus without even thinking where i was getting down at...-_-"..... was stuck in e middle of nowhere and it was raining summore.....so asked my sis to fetch me with an extra umbrella....miscommunication happened which equals to misunderstanding and me getting scolded.....-_-".....cos i told my sis to head in e wrong direction....haix.

sis asked me to call dad and see if he can treat us to kfc.....unfortunately, i said,"zhe zhe ask u if we can eat kfc..." and ended up him saying no.....cos of tht, my sis scolded me for telling him tht it was she who wanted kfc and said tht i should have said tht it was i who wanted it.....

and scolded me saying,"great! now i cant eat kfc...all thanks to u! thanks alot!" i really wonder if she's older than me.....even if she is, she isn't mentally. that's for sure. quarrelling over petty things...that's pretty childish...

den went out to meet my mum for dinner but i was supposed to pick her up with an umbrella but instead went to e mall to w8 for her.....luckily my sis had her hp with her and called to ask where she was.....den she went to pick mum up.....when they came back to e mall, i was scolded yet again.......-_-"

it's really one of those days that u would just have depression all day long......hai....but at least there are still ppl and subjects which cheer me up!ppl such as riends and subjects such as japanese! XD btw, i came across this song and i find it really meaningful...with that, adieu!

been a long road to follow
been there and gone tomorrow
without saying goodbye to yesterday
are the memories I hold still valid?
or have the tears deluded them?
maybe this time tomorrow
the rain will cease to follow
and the mist will fade into one more today
something somewhere out there keeps calling
am I going home?
will I hear someone singing solace to the silent moon?
zero gravity what's it like?
am I alone?
is somebody there beyond these heavy aching feet
still the road keeps on telling me to go on
something is pulling me
I feel the gravity of it all

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